NEWS!!

Hey all!


ITS FRIDAY!!!



So I have some news!!!!....duhn duhn du da duhn….


















I GOT A NEW JOB!!!! Yippee!!!! I got my offer letter on Tues and this week has now drug on like Louis behind the Banshee wrapped in DPE tape! Ha ha
So anyways…I got a new job! I am now the new Training Coordinator III for TODCF! Yay!!!! They are hoping my release date will be February 10th, that following fri (the 12th) is my Friday off and that Monday is my bday (which we also have off)…it will be a good week! So I’m definitely looking forward to that 4 day weekend! So…with that said…whatcha all planning for my bday? j/k

Well I don’t have any more news…I’m still stressed the eff out and not sure what is wrong with me, but hopefully this new job helps…
Yay me!

Here's something for everyone...

Here is something for everyone,
For who claim they ‘don’t care’…
Some thoughts from my mind,
That I’d like to share…

Before you judge me,
Take a look at your life,
Criticize all you want,
But you’ll swallow the knife

Say what you say
And do what you do,
When it comes to my life
You don’t have a clue

You run your mouth
And say that you’re innocent,
Well my dear
You’re the only one that thinks it…

I’m sick of your bullshit,
And all of your lies
Make up what you want
It wont make me cry

I could really care less
about all that you say,
your words and your actions
will reflect you someday

I’m tough and I’m strong,
You cant break me down.
When your voice spreads like fire
All over this town

You say I’m not a factor
Not close to a concern,
So why in your head
Does my image still burn?

Who knows why you do it
For your pride or your envy?
Do you think that you reign?
Or just wish you were me?

I don’t think I’m better
Or even more great,
So why are you checkin
On me that you hate?

Our lives may be different
or may be the same,
but yet you keep going on
with your high school game.

Your nothing but drama
and immature at best,
congratulations my dear
you’ve won over the rest!

But please, by all means,
Keep talking your shit.
Cause no matter what
My names on your lips!

drooooolllll.....

This is why I love Teffo so much!!!!

mmm mmm mmm Christmas in a cup...aka Vanilla Chai Tea Latte!!!!!!!

deep in thought

Well you know how I get these songs in my mind that I can’t get out? This song has such deep meaning to it and I just can’t stop listening to it! Its freaky though, it puts me in such a weird state of mind when I hear it, there is so much hate & love in this song, sometimes feels like it resembles my feelings more than I want to admit…


Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again

So if you love me let me go
And run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I can’t destroy what isn’t there

Deliver me into my fate
If I’m alone I cannot hate
I don’t deserve to have you
Ooh, my smile was taken long ago

If I can change I hope I never know
I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn’t face a life without your lights
But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight

So save your breath, I will not care
I think I made it very clear
You couldn’t hate enough to love
Is that supposed to be enough?

I only wish you weren’t my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a saint
Ooh, my own was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go

So break yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself

And I won’t listen to your shame
You ran away, you’re all the same
Angels lie to keep control
Ooh, my love was punished long ago
If you still care don’t ever let me know
If you still care don’t ever let me know

Ryan…you son of a Bitch!

So I have a blog stalker…who also happens to be a window peeper and neighborhood watch! Ha ha JK! You know I love ya Ryan! So anyways…off to my blog!

So I am on the verge on a splitting headache due to the constant flappajawitis going on in my office from the crazy bitch behind me that calls 911 as a directory! She has been on the phone all goddamn morning!!!!!!!!! A guy I work with comes in this morning to talk to me and she starts laughing at his jokes and blurting things out in the middle of our conversation! He looks at me like, ‘WTF?’ and shakes his head at her. Good lord, she is moving soon and on the phone with her daughter at the moment about every little thing she is taking and what she isn’t! (I think my blood is boiling) WHO CARES?!?!?

Have I mentioned that I DON’T want to be here today, or ANY other day for that matter? I don’t think I would mind my job if there were different people I work with. (and a new office). I’m in a bad mood too cause my Facebook is giving me picture issues and its pissing me off!!!! GRR Damn you Ryan for not fixing it, jk

I’ve been totally in the artsy/crafts mood lately and I really wan to go take some pictures, but NOO I’m at work! Maybe I will on thanksgiving morning.... If I do, I’ll post some.
Until then…Have a Happy holiday and stuff your face :)
-Me

PEOPLE ARE CRAZY!

This is a sign somone had posted in my building!!!!

Hayley & my fall foliage extraviganza!

these aren't as great as hayley's pics, but I took these with my little Canon Powershot SD950 IS....what ya think???